You know when you get to that age where Christmas becomes a little bit less magical? You don’t believe in Santa any more. Your presents are fewer, more predictable and no longer the result of scouring the Argos catalogue. You get up later and later on Christmas day usually with a stinking hangover from the night before. People start saying things like “wait til there’s kids in the family, that’s when the magic comes back”. Christmas Eve pints are magic, don’t get me wrong. But overall, they aren’t wrong with that logic.
And that’s where I find myself in a life and a footballing sense this Christmas. With two little nephews on the scene, Christmas has been exciting again the last few years. This year, even more so. The eldest of the two has got big into football. He’s just turned six and he’s joined his first football club, he’s been watching the World Cup (human rights abuses apologist that he is) and absolutely loves it. One problem- he doesn’t have a team. When the kids are asked at training who they support, the usual answers come up. Liverpool, United, Arsenal. “England”, he replies.
So, it’s time for me to do my Top Uncle duties and fix this boy up with the institution that will bring him some of the most exciting, enriching, ecstasy inducing moments of his life. Of course, it will also fix him up with some of the most mind-numbing, tedious, soul destroying days and nights as well.
So, where better than the Memorial Stadium and Bristol Rovers?
Apparently he’s really excited. I think he’s expecting to turn up at the Camp Nou, bless him. I might have to take a picture of the exact moment that he spots the first tent.
However excited he is, I can confirm that he’s not as excited as me. It takes me back to being that age. I was just shy of my 6th birthday when World Cup 98 came round and football became the one joy and passion that would always remain in my life. I remember the day before going to my first ever live match and asking my Dad if he reckoned I could take a football, so that at half time we could have a kickabout on the pitch. “Don’t be a prick” he thought, but didn’t say aloud.
My uncle took me to my first ever football match and I was absolutely buzzing about it. It ended in a nil nil draw, naturally. It was freezing cold, naturally. Regardless, I spent the next week running around my living room pretending to be that team and trying to remember the names of all eleven of the starting line-up.
You forget, as you get older, how magical it all is when you’re a kid. You don’t care about modern football being rubbish ™, sportswashing, how tight or not tight your owners are, the state of the ground, the divides in the fanbase, the transfers that may or may not happen. It’s just football, you get stuck with a team and for reasons apparently beyond yours or anyone else’s control they just become one of the single biggest and most important parts of your life.
Or, alternatively, you could be standing on a terrace on a freezing Thursday night with your useless uncle who writes all that rubbish on his rubbish blog, unable to see a thing, watching your new team you’ve been lumbered with lose. Not even quietly wishing you were back home in the warm with your mum, eating the Christmas chocolates and watching youtubers unwrap toys. Or whatever it is that six year olds do in their free time nowadays.
That’s the fear ahead of this most exciting of uncle/nephew bonding trips. I feel the pressure. I want him to fall in love with the club. If he wants an hot chocolate, he’s getting one. A nice blue and white scarf? All yours, kid. A cornish pasty at half time? Say no more. A replica shirt? There’s a cost of living crisis on, i’m not made of money.
All the stops are getting pulled out. I’d love for him to love a team, and i’d love for him to love one that’s local to him. You will have a good time.
As I get older, more miserable and increasingly bald, I’ve realised that’s the whole bloody point. It’s a football club. A club. A club that the fans are supposed to be members of. A club that belongs to its community, not a bunch of weapons grade *censored* online talking about Pessi, Penaldo and taking L’s. By supporting his local team, he’ll end up with life experiences, friendships and connections that he could never make by sitting on his sofa watching a team on the tele.
I could well be putting a bit too much pressure on the whole thing, to be fair. I’ve definitely spent too much time thinking about what part of the ground to take him, whether he’ll be able to see anything and what to do in the event that he does one of those mad little kid things like wet himself or throw up for no apparent reason. I’ve heard tantrums can be particularly tricky to deal with. I just hope he catches the bug, and I can’t wait to live that once in a lifetime excitement of going to a match for the first time ever, again, through him.
One month ’til kick off. I’ll let you know how it goes.